getin ready 2 see my bed wondering if and when my fariy tail will come true is there someone out there 4 me i wish on the stars that there is someone wishing 4 me 2

QUEST

I AM ON A QUEST
TO FIND WHAT I HAVE NOT
CAN U HELP ME
TO FIND MY HEART
TO FIND MY LOVE
THE ONE TO SHARE MY HEART WITH
THE ONE TO MAKE ME WHOLE
THE ONE TO SPEND
MY LIFE WITH
BUT 4 NOW I AM ALONE
I AM DEPRIVED
I AM LOST
WITH OUT A DOUBT
CAN YOU HELP ME TO FIND MY LOVE
TO STOP ME FROM DIEING
TO STOP MY BLEADING HEART
CAN YOU HELP ME FIND MY LOVE ???????

A POEM 4 ALL

I HATE ME
I HATE YOU
I HATE EVERYONE
CAN'T YOU SEE
THAT IVE BEEN HURT
BY EVERONES DECEPTION
EVERWHARE I TURN
WORD I CAN NOT STAND
CANT YOU SEE I HAVE NO FRIENDS
YOU DENY MY HAPPNESS
CUZ U CANT SEE THROUGH MY EYES

STILL FOREVER UNLOVED

still forever unloved
is this a curse
I must be cursed
to live an eternity unloved
forever this way
till the end of time
this is not fair
I give up on love
I have no faith
I now believe
I am to stay
this way
forever
and a day
love doesnât even know im alive
I wonder have I missed a chance
missed my calling
@ a love
did it even knock on my door
whatever the hell I no longer care
with all hope lost for ever more
and
still
I
am
forever
unloved

YOU SAY

They say a dream is a wish your heart makes
Well mine will never come true
It wishes to find someone to call its own
From not being love my heart is broken
And shattered like a broken glass
Black as coal and cold as ice
That is how it shall stay
Until the day when it finds love
Then my heart will mend

A WISH

They say a dream is a wish your heart makes
Well mine will never come true
It wishes to find someone to call its own
From not being love my heart is broken
And shattered like a broken glass
Black as coal and cold as ice
That is how it shall stay
Until the day when it finds love
Then my heart will mend

MY WORDS

CAN YOU SEE WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME
THAT I HAVE NO ONE BESIDE ME
THESE WORDS I JUST CAN'T HIDE
I SOMETIMES WANT TO DIE INSIDE
OH HOW I ALLWAYS CRY
THROUGH THE DAY AND INTO THE NIGHT
THESE THINGS I CAN NO LONGER SUPRESS
THEY JUST TEAR ME APART TO SHREDS
IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE HOW I FEEL
I CAN'T I WON’T ALLOW YOU TO FUCKIN USE ME
DON'T YOU SEE THAT MY WORD'S SET ME FREE

BLIND

LOVE IS BLIND I WILL SAY THAT
LOVE CAN’T FIND ME ANY WHARE
LOVE IS THERE
BUT NOT FOR ME
LOVE KEEPS ON PASSIN ME BYE
LOVE MUST HATE ME
LOVE DON’T CARE
BUT FOR WHAT
LOVE IS KILLING ME SO SLOWLY
LOVE ILL NEVER FIND
LOVE WILL NEVER FIND ME
WHOE IS ME FOREVER MORE
LOVE IS BLIND ONLY TO ME

ONE

I AM ALONE
I AM ONE
I AM ONE WITHOUT SOME ONE
ONE TO LOVE
ONE TO HOLD
ONE TO CALL MY OWN
ONE TO KISS
ONE TO SPEND MY MONEY ON
ONE UNLOVED
ONE THAT NOT KNOWS THE RULES OF LOVE
ONE THAT IS MAD
ONE THAT IS SAD
ONE THAT IS UNSCORED BY LOVE
ONE THAT IS CRYING
ONE THAT IS DIEING
ONE THAT NEEDS TO BE LOVED
ONE THAT NEEDS TO BE HELD
I AM ONE
I AM ONE THAT STAND’S ALONE

TELL ME

WHAT DO YOU SEE IN ME
TELL ME WHAT YOU FELL
TELL ME THAT AM JUST A BOY
IN THIS SAD COLD WORLD
TELL ME THAT I AM LOST
AND THAT YOU HELP ME THROUGH
TELL ME WHAT I NEED TO DO
AND TEACH ME WHAT YOU KNOW